So I was looking through some pictures today and found some pictures from when my mom was moved to the Adult ICU after she coded.

We thought it would be funny to draw a mustache on her nasal cannula. We told her to close her eyes so that people walking down the hallway would think she was unconscious.   

16 weeks

As of Sunday I am 16 weeks. I am showing way sooner with this baby then I did with Jaxen. One reason is its my second baby and the other reason is I never lost everything from Jaxen so that helped me look more pregnant then I was. I just thought it was time to put up a picture.

Pregnancy Dreams...

I don't know if anyone else has weird and crazydreams when they are pregnant, but I sure do! For the most part that is the the most income thing my two pregnancy have had.

The first weird crazy dream:
I was working at the Target again or something
like that. As I was walking I arched my back        ( and you or someone you know has been pregnant when you lean back your tummy kinda pokes out the the middle.) Well in my dream when I did that my uters would pop up out of my tummy and my skin was so stretched out you could kinda see into it a little. You could kinda see a tiny baby moving around. Well I was walking around like that with my hand on it and then I could feel the baby move. I was so very excited.

The second dream:
So I was at an ultrasound with my Mom and Dad. The place we were at was some kind of fair or something. As they preformed the ultrasound we watched the screen, the monitors were strange... You had the normal black and white screen but you also had all the colored vital sign numbers. The way I was reading the screen I thought the baby didn't have a heart beat but the baby was moving around alot ( if anyone doesn't know this I have yet to hear this baby's heart beat but at my last appointment we did see the baby kicking its little legs!) Then all the sudden my mom burst into tears. The tech turned off the screen and  walked  away. My mom started asking me if I had seen what she saw. I started crying saying the baby didn't have a heart beat. My mom said no your BABY GIRL HAS NO FEET!  After we saw this we talked to a Dr. who showed us some pictures of the kinds of missing feet there were. One of witch was called mice chewed foot witch was what this baby had. It looked like at one point the baby had both feet but a mouse had came and chewed them off.


I know I am crazy!!!

Dr. Appointment

So I had my Dr. appointment today. I have still not heard this baby's heartbeat and sometimes I wonder if I ever will! BUT I did get to see it WIGGLE around on the little ultrasound. I saw its head, tummy and 2 little legs kicking around... so it will make up for it! I was also able to make the appointment for my 20 week ultrasound where we will be able to find out if its a BOY or GIRL!!! Jaxen is still set that its a girl, we will find out on June 21st.

Here is the only ultrasound picture I have so far it was at 7 weeks!

15 weeks

As of today I am 15 weeks. I will see the Dr. tomorrow and hopefully schedule the ultrasound to find out what this baby is. Jaxen is still dead set that its a girl. We keep asking him what we should name the baby if its a girl and his only answer is Alien Zach!! Then we asked him what we should name it if its a boy... his answer... Garbage. As much as I would love for this baby to be a girl I hope for Jaxen and this babies sake it is! Only a few more weeks till we get to find out.



Here is the shirt I made Jaxen.